everyone deserves the chance to fly.

Depends who I’m talking to ;) I started my tumblr in english, so I’m just used to that :) I don’t know many germans on tumblr anyway, so it’d be quite pointless to write german if no one would understand anything :D only if I receive any german questions in my askbox. On facebook I mostly have friends from school or relatives and most of them don’t understand that much english, so I prefer german on there :) <3

I miss you, too <3 I try taking some time with the next days, when I’m finished with applications and everything, are you up for a skype date then? At least when I’m back from Philipp’s on Wednesday :) <3

THANK YOU <3 <3 <3 I love you <3

Well, you must be one of them, otherwise you’d have the guts to come off anon… I didn’t change, I’m happy now! I’ve been depressed for almost a year before I met him and now I finally got out of it and start to enjoy life and myself again. And he didn’t change me at all. I am finally starting to think of myself and I needed some time off. For once not caring about others problems. And it’s not that I forgot about any of them, my life has been busy. You have no idea what’s been going on within the past couple of month, you have no idea what I am going through and what kind of life I have to life, having my boyfriend as the only constant who’s only trying to make me happy and cheer up, reminding me not to hide myself in a hole, and to remember the people around me. Don’t you dare say he changed me for worse, because he is the very best thing that has ever happened to me. I finally start rebuilding my self confidence and I just needed some time to think about my future, not being distracted by everything else. And I’m at a point where I’m not able to tell people what they wanna hear, that their problems will get better, when I’m the best example that it doesn’t, you know?! And I’m the one who felt like being forgotten by several important people a few months ago, too. And I never said a word. So what do you expect me to do? Also, how you know I’ve changed, when we obviously barely speak lately? Because I didn’t! I’m still the same person, except for being happy and just taking some more time for myself than I did before. I still think it’s coward. there are people in my life, you felt like they’ve been left out, too, but they had the guts to come up to me personally, then we spoke about it and everything was fine, so I don’t know why you’re hiding behind this little grey man…

sure :) followed back. <3