Saying that I am feeling like I've been hit by a truck would be an understatement :(
This is so typical, me getting really sick the day before I have to get up at 4am to catch a train at 5.45am, and the train ride’s 7 hours long. I haven’t slept more than like an hour yet and it’s already 2.20am. Not trying to get any sympathy, but I haven’t felt this bad for a long time :( my nose, head and throat are killing me!
fine :) almost perfect! haven’t felt this good in months. massively job hunting lately and being in Germany many days this month :) life target is set and I feel good with everything that’s been going on lately. how are you, gorgeous? <3
Thinking about not being able to fall asleep in his arms, just watching tv together or going out, brings tears in my eyes. I really wish this long distance relationship wouldn’t be as hard as it is sometimes… when I’m around him, I feel absolutely complete and safe. Like nothing on earth could ever hurt me. And I feel loved for being who I am. For the tired looking, annoying, not skinny enough me. The way he looks at me makes my heart go crazy. Any doubt I had, before we got together, is gone. I feel that he is that one person I always looked for. And I’ll never ever let him go again! I wish I wouldn’t have to say goodbye every time. Because it gets harder every time one of us has to leave the other. I sometimes just feel so lost in Vienna. I have some important friends, but I sometimes just need to be held and someone to make me feel home. And I miss that badly… I mean, it could be worse, since there are people having a long distance relationship over different continents, but still, those 600km are mostly feeling twice as much. I wish I’d have the chance to just “go over” whenever I feel like being close to him. It’s just about all the small things that matter. And when I’ll leave tomorrow morning, it’ll once again feel like someone’s trying to rip my heart out… I’m just so glad we know how long we’ll have to live like this, and that it’ll be over by some time next year. I need him close to me. Because he is the most important part of my life and I don’t have any words to describe how much I love him. Mine forever :)