and I’ll be moving in on June 1st! I need to find a bed until then, because the girl who’s moving out is taking it with her, but that’s okay :) they gonna bake cake for Sunday :) I’m sooo glad I’ll have some germans around me. Don’t get me wrong, I’m one of the most tolerant people you’ll ever meet, but it’s so hard meeting new people in Vienna. I don’t know why, but I’m not the only one who noticed that. Everyone’s always like “be happy, you’re living in a capital city, it must be amazing!” but it isn’t always. I love Vienna, it’s beautiful and it’s huge and there are better chances to see big artists live and you have so many places to go shopping at, but still, I don’t get along with most people’s mentality. And I’m usually quite good at making friends. So this situation is new to me. And I often feel very lonely. I have the best friend on earth, she is amazing! And there are no words for how much I love her <3 but you shouldn’t relate on just one friend. I feel bad when I put all the weight of my problems on her shoulders. I thought I’d be easier to meet new people, but it’s not at all. It probably would be slightly easier if I’d go to university, but Conny said that even there it’s really hard to actually get to know someone better. What is wrong with everyone? When I was younger, I used to be fascinated by all new people. I wanted to meet them all and know everything about their lives. Here it’s always like “oh, you’re german?” and then you get a strange look. Excuse me? We even speak the same language. I’m sorry that I don’t talk with the same accent as you do. But that doesn’t make me a worse person! I’m not trying to be rude, not all Austrians are like that. Just a lot of the people I met. Apart from a few exceptions I almost always had some awkward feeling. And I hate that!
So if there are any nice people, living in or around Vienna, feel free to contact me, I’d love to meet some great people I have something in common with :)